Summer

Ugh, summer cannot come soon enough! So I don't have to deal with people anymore.  I can just sit in France eating chocolate and cheese with no internet and I can just go MIA, find out who really cares about me, and find my inner self!!!! I've had a rough past couple of weeks, heart being broken, stressed about school other people, and future plans.  I'm so tired of school! Only a few more days of classes left and I'll be free! Free for the first time in over 10 months.  I can't wait for an extremely long break! But then again, I don't know if being up in Logan will be good for me from this recent turn of events.  I think I'll just have my mom leave me in New York and I can travel down to Maryland and stay there until we go to France then go back to Maryland.  Or maybe I can stay in Tennessee with Jacqueline until school starts next semester. Needless to say, I'm ready to be done with school but not ready to go to Logan, unsure about who I"ll run into during the next 4ish months.  Being haunted that I'll see the boy while at Maceys.  He'll be hanging out with all his friends, the new girl, and I'll be there with my sister, just buying ice cream and renting movies every night.  I can't wait to have a break from everything, I can't wait for summer.  New York and France can't come soon enough.  I can't wait. But I can wait for Logan.....