A Difficult Decision

This last week was one of the hardest yet.  After a few fiascoes with the children I finally made up my mind that I just can't do this job anymore.  After donating so much of my time, love and care for these kids and getting nothing but disrespect and rude behavior, I just can't do it anymore.  So this week I told my boss that I'm done.  He sadly didn't take it well, believing somehow that I would be with them forever.  He blamed the kids, went crazy etc.  and now he won't talk to me...but oh well.  At first deciding this was so extremely difficult for me. I love these kids! I don't want to leave them, but I need to get my life back on track and stop acting like BOTH parents for them.  They have been through a lot and its heartbreaking having to leave, but its for the best.  I truly believe that this is the best thing that could happen on both our ends.  Hopefully they can come closer together as a family and realize the good thing they had (ME) and maybe a change it up a bit attitude wise.  As time has gone on from this ultimate decision, I've come to grips with it and I CANNOT WAIT TO BE HOME!!!! At first  I was a hot mess (like really) but as more and more time passes I am so ready! FREE ME! So, if any of you readers know of anyone looking to be a nanny for a great family, let me know. And if any of you readers can hook me up a job in Logan that would be great too! A month and a half until I see my family, start school again, and just enjoy being a 19 year old for a little bit! :)